wooooo...
life was great last year
but this year will be an extra~ ordinary one!
As I started to count the number of things to thank for...
i was shock, today had this wonderful session to appreciate our sms.
It was great to come down as a body to thank them for all their efforts
but let not our effort be the glory :)
I've always been wondering and sometimes even getting frustrated over the things
I've been through and the times i have to make decisions and even to open my mouth...
Sometimes i just blame it on God... sometimes i just shut down.
Everyday seem like just another day... struggling to survive that ever demanding world...
school... social life stastifaction... trend... etc.
Life was never good when i first stepped in my nyp days...
there was much of hope for me there to pursue this course of mine...
but i guess it was already planned beforehand...
as i tried to recall when i was making that decision to choose my course...
I wanted to do this things if i were to get into nyp >>>
Get to know even MORE people...
wan to be someone different from the rest...
wanna step out of my comfort zone...
wanna get into pharm course...
It's true that the sem was a bigg struggle... even till now.
n i was thinking... was i prepared to go tat far?
at tat time i was also eager to test my faith in God by going to that school...
n i wasnt even thinking of graduating from tat school
But after the things i have experience, seen, heard during my sem 1 i n nyp...
God taught me a lot... a lot even till now.
Some parts of me stayed and some parts of me changed.
Through the sem.. God spoke to me through many ways...
n i guess i got it right this time.
He has place many brothers and sisters around me...
n to actually have them sharing their past experience which is so relavent to the me right now.
I guess it was never a coincident but God's plan.
As the days goes by in poly... i start to waver... my believe... my faith... my life
but then again... through those days... those "hardship",
i'm able to pull myself back up n really orient myself.
Grades and involvement in school had always been e root to my frustration...
but now it seems all clear...
that i have to really have faith... n that wadever i do... do my best and I will be rewarded in ways that i can't think of.
Being an nyp student was never a sacrifice... being a person who goes out of comfort zone was neither a sacrifice... It was e least i could do. and that humbled me.
Life is indeed short and fragile, but I really do hope that the little things i do... the things i say will be indeed God's will for us our future and it's still his plan.
His love for us is indeed forever and he is always thr to hear our crys and share our joy.
it's e least we could do.
night everyone God bless :)
