Friday, April 9, 2010

Today is yet another different day :)
Went back to COGs, brings back memories...
Can't believe i'll be playing the piano for next weeks enrollment
but i guess it's time... have been avoiding being e pianist for some time
and plus~ it's only 1 song~
Pray hard that i'll be at my best tmr!
Wanna giv my best to God :D
Today... a different day a different look~
Had a lot of thinkin to do recently but still in e midst of sorting out
hope i get my breakthough real soon before the sem starts
SOOO many stuff happened but i'm glad i gt my travellers to talk to :)
The journey with God is indeed amazing...
when things doesnt go right...w8... think... from another perspective... pray...
and slowly it reveals
The process is tedious but it'll be fruitful :)
Do my best... and leave the rest to God~
Today's my first time swimming alone...it's scary, weird...
but it was a gd swim as i find peace in him
My emotion is somewhat stable now... much much stable :D
Still wanna con't typing but... i've gtg :( night~
thanks for reading! God bless

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

yo! finally back to normal again ^^
gt refreshed~

Monday, April 5, 2010

Maybe I should have just waited....
lyk how i waited for an answer from God....
Having a big traffic JAM in my head =.=
Many things are meant to be kept simple,
yet somehow people just twist and turn...
and it becomes a world hardest knot...
想问候但怕尴尬。。。你说。。。正么办?
but people always say.... if there's no hidden motive in your action... why not?
but again.... We're human =.= The only thing i can say is... pray
Something that i've learn and i hope everyone else would put it at practice too :)
God knows everything.... and if u're willing to trust him... he will provide
A pen can never stand tall in an rocky ride...
but with another force around to support it well
And that is how amazing God is
Lol feel more calm le.. now that i've typed it out :D

相信明天会跟好 :)

Friday, April 2, 2010

hello everybodie~
Looks lyk i broke my own promise xD
not gonna blog abt the book...
gt it returned to the library and couldnt get it back :(
Feels great to type again
This week is sports week!(for me)
Sunday> Bball, running...
Monday> Swimming
Tues> Batminton,pool,wii~
Wed> Swim again...
Thursday> Batminton again...
Friday> Hiking~
Saturday... i dunno...
Sunday> Running!
Wonder if i'll finally gain my balance weight after so many activities...
but they sure are tiring :/
Feels great to be in poly~
But all gd things will go down with something bad :(
Last week was quite "emotional"...
wasnt having the right mood for camp and chalet
but all bad things come wif gd things
met new freshies and got an nyp junior in BBpc at last T.T
was so lonely then...but! all bad thing comes wif something good~~
learned to tone down...
learned to listen....
learned to care but without asking for interest :D
Somethings been alone can be a gd thing too but wif MODERATION....
too lonely and u're become a emo kia = not healthy
too people orientated = lose focus = not healthy :/
but seems lyk i'm both the extreme at times... hop around D:
Recently... I've almost fell i luvvv...
finally gt a little taste of that "feel"...
but I thank God for that book =.=
it has taught me to keep my feeeel aside and wait...
feelings are neither right or wrong BUT the decision after is the problem.
so boys and gals~ whenever u think u've found ur target...
Aim... but dun fire immediately cuz u'll never know wad u're up to until u....
zoom zoom here and thr.... until u're certain... and dun shoot when u're not ready too...
gt a lot of report writing to do wor...
Just using some illustration thr~
Anw... for me... i think i'm just not ready yet :)
Wad's mine is mine so why bother finding xD
Sick of finding and chasing and fake perception...
so.... dun try too hard pls~ wad's ur's ur's
too hard only scare ppl away~ too slack and there goes again~
but rather be slack than hard cuz u're never know.
I love my life~ feel so recharge and focus
BUT! still need to work on the moderation part :)
tata gonna chiil on e bed liao night!