A v draft testimony i made in 10 mins :)thought i could share it out ~
I am from a christian family background from young. When I was still young, I recalled that I am always being force by my parents to go to church. From young, I've always been attending the church's sunday school as I was young then. The only thing that made me look forward to wasn't God, but the friends I made there. However, my friends won't many either. Sometimes, I even attempted to pretend oversleeping to "escape" from "schooling" on Sunday.
The reason for me to be a christian was at first, for my parents but lately, I realise how this belief was so real to me and now it isnt my parents belief but mine. It has always been very amazing and breathtaking to see how christ shaped me.
In Christ, we believe that there is a God, a trinity God( the son, the father, the holy spirit). And that God has sent he's only son,Jesus(which is a long long time ago), to die for us. This is so that he can redemm us from the sins we have done. I wasnt really buying the idealogy that Jesus really just gave us this entitlement just for free? As the world we are in now, we know that nothing is free. To me God was just some very distance thing that I don't know how to describe. I know that he created all things but i was doubting whether he understands us, and even listens to us. Everytime i attend sunday school, the teacher always tell us that Jesus loves you, and i was already not buying it. When i was 16, i got to learn more about HIM, and started to find answers to life. After a revival camp i went, my heart change and am faithfully serving and learning God's words everyday in christ. What changed me? Jesus's love. Through the camp, I dwelled in God's words and I got to experience him face to face by the way how I see people's life change in him. The songs that sang, the bible verses that spoke the same thing God's love. Do you believe that he can save you from sin and make you a new man/woman? Do you believe that he loves you? I do. How about you?
My experience in christ was never smoothsailing, many ups and downs, but something that i cherish about my faith is that, as I age, my faith will only gets closer to God. He has a plan for me and I know that they are good. A verse to share "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. (Romans 6:23)"
My change through christ were the ways I handle, treat stuff at hand. How I can love others despite the many faces. How peaceful i am through him. I may be a sinner still but I'm learning to be like Jesus.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
wow my tmr seems long...
time to put my thoughts to pen(blog)
hope I can pen down as much as i can so here it goes....
hurray common test was over with some other presentations and projects!
v. thankful to be able to pull through this times with everyone =)
indeed, had many opportunities to share laughter, joy, sorrow together with many ppl out thr. life has been v pleasant and fruity...
However, as exams are always my greatest fear... I didnt prepared well and enough to be able to pull through my common test which consituets 30%? (I THINK) faint X.X totally flung my papers and it's another storm for me...
sry for some that i lied that i clear my modules...didnt had e courage to tell this news of mine :/ cuz everyone of u have been great~ aiming for A's etc...
Studies has really been a enjoyable but yet stressful experience with many downs and up ups. E past years, I've never gotten to really understand fully what i'm studying and i wasn't discipline enough to fight my laziness. This year, I've come to e point where i can't tahan my study condition. So i tried to fight it... but often I always end up to square one, and even more F's appear in my results -.= which is really just so depressing...
I've always want to study everyday from monday to friday. To read up lecture before, listen attentively, recap after e lecture (on that day itself). Do up tutorials before the class, be ready for practical classes (btw i'm from food science in nyp)
Nv have i really come close to meet all this expectations of mine... and after typing all this i realise how my other commitments in hand really AFFECT greatly my educations... No matter how hard i trust God to lead me through this times... often i find myself being more hectic. Especially, when i have commitments at hand.
Though all this... I'm thankful... and i really hope that this blog... will become my "accountability blog" to remind me what i need to do everyday. I will really appreciate if someone can remind me to blog just lyk how zw >>> commented :)
thanks bro! Sometimes, simple words is enough :)
Philipian 4:6-8
Do not be anxious about everything but everything, by prayer & petition with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts & minds in Jesus Christ.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things
wow, whenever i read this verses(now right smack in front of my study table). It always spoke to me... that no matter what, I must cling strongly beside God. And always when I do, I feel close, I experience he's peace a long one. And how I should always be positive for he will provide the needs of my lost soul.
life in NYP is indeed a wow wow, I'm glad to be in Nyp. It may not be a top poly but I must say that it's a school that I can feel close to everyone. (cuz all e faculties are v close together)xD. At first, I brought a very heavy heart to come to this school after I've gotten "scam" but I guess that it might have just been a plan by God. I also didnt know why I was so stubborn in going to this school I'm amaze by he's plan for me and how I get to know people thr and get so connected. Though studying isnt my best and i'm nt doing my best....
I know that there is someone thr to encourage me and others to PUSH ON!
This few months... i was trying and still trying to make a decision to choose where i should finally focus in (commitments)... somewhere I can learn and serve.
This question has always been asked by many... Ever since I entered my church's fellowship...
In nyp crusade, a staff heard about my background, and asked me...(as i recalled)
staff: so how's life?
me: busy...
staff: hmm, how so?
me: well, I've been serving in different fields, bb, ccc, cf, church fellowship (T=4)
staff - relates to a brother, why are you so commited in so many events? youth ministries, adult ministries and young children minstries in church?
e bro replies(frankly).... oh, cuz I feel gd after each sessions...
Ha... it really stuck me, and got me thinking... is my motive in serving right?
I guess to ppl out there who are serving, what are you and me serving for?
many questions on query...
shall stop here for e moment. will get back again :)
time to put my thoughts to pen(blog)
hope I can pen down as much as i can so here it goes....
hurray common test was over with some other presentations and projects!
v. thankful to be able to pull through this times with everyone =)
indeed, had many opportunities to share laughter, joy, sorrow together with many ppl out thr. life has been v pleasant and fruity...
However, as exams are always my greatest fear... I didnt prepared well and enough to be able to pull through my common test which consituets 30%? (I THINK) faint X.X totally flung my papers and it's another storm for me...
sry for some that i lied that i clear my modules...didnt had e courage to tell this news of mine :/ cuz everyone of u have been great~ aiming for A's etc...
Studies has really been a enjoyable but yet stressful experience with many downs and up ups. E past years, I've never gotten to really understand fully what i'm studying and i wasn't discipline enough to fight my laziness. This year, I've come to e point where i can't tahan my study condition. So i tried to fight it... but often I always end up to square one, and even more F's appear in my results -.= which is really just so depressing...
I've always want to study everyday from monday to friday. To read up lecture before, listen attentively, recap after e lecture (on that day itself). Do up tutorials before the class, be ready for practical classes (btw i'm from food science in nyp)
Nv have i really come close to meet all this expectations of mine... and after typing all this i realise how my other commitments in hand really AFFECT greatly my educations... No matter how hard i trust God to lead me through this times... often i find myself being more hectic. Especially, when i have commitments at hand.
Though all this... I'm thankful... and i really hope that this blog... will become my "accountability blog" to remind me what i need to do everyday. I will really appreciate if someone can remind me to blog just lyk how zw >>> commented :)
thanks bro! Sometimes, simple words is enough :)
Philipian 4:6-8
Do not be anxious about everything but everything, by prayer & petition with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts & minds in Jesus Christ.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things
wow, whenever i read this verses(now right smack in front of my study table). It always spoke to me... that no matter what, I must cling strongly beside God. And always when I do, I feel close, I experience he's peace a long one. And how I should always be positive for he will provide the needs of my lost soul.
life in NYP is indeed a wow wow, I'm glad to be in Nyp. It may not be a top poly but I must say that it's a school that I can feel close to everyone. (cuz all e faculties are v close together)xD. At first, I brought a very heavy heart to come to this school after I've gotten "scam" but I guess that it might have just been a plan by God. I also didnt know why I was so stubborn in going to this school I'm amaze by he's plan for me and how I get to know people thr and get so connected. Though studying isnt my best and i'm nt doing my best....
I know that there is someone thr to encourage me and others to PUSH ON!
This few months... i was trying and still trying to make a decision to choose where i should finally focus in (commitments)... somewhere I can learn and serve.
This question has always been asked by many... Ever since I entered my church's fellowship...
In nyp crusade, a staff heard about my background, and asked me...(as i recalled)
staff: so how's life?
me: busy...
staff: hmm, how so?
me: well, I've been serving in different fields, bb, ccc, cf, church fellowship (T=4)
staff - relates to a brother, why are you so commited in so many events? youth ministries, adult ministries and young children minstries in church?
e bro replies(frankly).... oh, cuz I feel gd after each sessions...
Ha... it really stuck me, and got me thinking... is my motive in serving right?
I guess to ppl out there who are serving, what are you and me serving for?
many questions on query...
shall stop here for e moment. will get back again :)
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
A simple prayer...
"Dear Lord, thank you for giving me this busy week...
thanks for always being so forgiving and faithful
though some things have change... but your love didnt fade away,
always there waiting at the door. Often there are times where i dun understand
how things work... but Lord you'll never fail to deliever. Lord, I pray that you'll
con't to use me. Also, to make myself receptive to priorities.
The few weeks ahead will be even tougher... pls grant me that wisdom T.T
Many many many stuff have happen... happy sad... just pray that you would con't to
strengthen the weak, and the happy :)
In jesus name i pray~ amen
"Dear Lord, thank you for giving me this busy week...
thanks for always being so forgiving and faithful
though some things have change... but your love didnt fade away,
always there waiting at the door. Often there are times where i dun understand
how things work... but Lord you'll never fail to deliever. Lord, I pray that you'll
con't to use me. Also, to make myself receptive to priorities.
The few weeks ahead will be even tougher... pls grant me that wisdom T.T
Many many many stuff have happen... happy sad... just pray that you would con't to
strengthen the weak, and the happy :)
In jesus name i pray~ amen
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