wow my tmr seems long...
time to put my thoughts to pen(blog)
hope I can pen down as much as i can so here it goes....

hurray common test was over with some other presentations and projects!
v. thankful to be able to pull through this times with everyone =)
indeed, had many opportunities to share laughter, joy, sorrow together with many ppl out thr. life has been v pleasant and fruity...
However, as exams are always my greatest fear... I didnt prepared well and enough to be able to pull through my common test which consituets 30%? (I THINK) faint X.X totally flung my papers and it's another storm for me...
sry for some that i lied that i clear my modules...didnt had e courage to tell this news of mine :/ cuz everyone of u have been great~ aiming for A's etc...
Studies has really been a enjoyable but yet stressful experience with many downs and up ups. E past years, I've never gotten to really understand fully what i'm studying and i wasn't discipline enough to fight my laziness. This year, I've come to e point where i can't tahan my study condition. So i tried to fight it... but often I always end up to square one, and even more F's appear in my results -.= which is really just so depressing...
I've always want to study everyday from monday to friday. To read up lecture before, listen attentively, recap after e lecture (on that day itself). Do up tutorials before the class, be ready for practical classes (btw i'm from food science in nyp)
Nv have i really come close to meet all this expectations of mine... and after typing all this i realise how my other commitments in hand really AFFECT greatly my educations... No matter how hard i trust God to lead me through this times... often i find myself being more hectic. Especially, when i have commitments at hand.
Though all this... I'm thankful... and i really hope that this blog... will become my "accountability blog" to remind me what i need to do everyday. I will really appreciate if someone can remind me to blog just lyk how zw >>> commented :)
thanks bro! Sometimes, simple words is enough :)

Philipian 4:6-8
Do not be anxious about everything but everything, by prayer & petition with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts & minds in Jesus Christ.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things

wow, whenever i read this verses(now right smack in front of my study table). It always spoke to me... that no matter what, I must cling strongly beside God. And always when I do, I feel close, I experience he's peace a long one. And how I should always be positive for he will provide the needs of my lost soul.

life in NYP is indeed a wow wow, I'm glad to be in Nyp. It may not be a top poly but I must say that it's a school that I can feel close to everyone. (cuz all e faculties are v close together)xD. At first, I brought a very heavy heart to come to this school after I've gotten "scam" but I guess that it might have just been a plan by God. I also didnt know why I was so stubborn in going to this school I'm amaze by he's plan for me and how I get to know people thr and get so connected. Though studying isnt my best and i'm nt doing my best....
I know that there is someone thr to encourage me and others to PUSH ON!
This few months... i was trying and still trying to make a decision to choose where i should finally focus in (commitments)... somewhere I can learn and serve.
This question has always been asked by many... Ever since I entered my church's fellowship...
In nyp crusade, a staff heard about my background, and asked me...(as i recalled)
staff: so how's life?
me: busy...
staff: hmm, how so?
me: well, I've been serving in different fields, bb, ccc, cf, church fellowship (T=4)
staff - relates to a brother, why are you so commited in so many events? youth ministries, adult ministries and young children minstries in church?
e bro replies(frankly).... oh, cuz I feel gd after each sessions...
Ha... it really stuck me, and got me thinking... is my motive in serving right?
I guess to ppl out there who are serving, what are you and me serving for?
many questions on query...
shall stop here for e moment. will get back again :)