tired >.<
ytd was a Wonderfull day...
a bright bright day
finally able to get back up again :)
gonna keep the ball rolling in class
no more mr slacker lol
today i finally came early for CLASS ( clap clap ) lol
gt to choing many many things. happiness lol
choing many things = lesser hwk xD
more time for other events :)
now i've decided that my weekdays are choing days...
and my weekends are my hiong days lol
i dun feel stress all of a sudden :o
thank God for pulling me through this
for letting me know what is my number 1,2,3, etc etc :)
Always thr to be amaze o.o
ok liao time to roll around the bed le...
tmr 9a.m! choing ah lol
Thursday, November 12, 2009
once again... i'm back right here
blog only when i'm moody :/
not going too well...
not running as smooth as it was before
not living a balance life
i'm soooo lost right now :/
this is already the 11 month yet i still can't get use to the course i'm in...
everyday more things get jam up into my head but sometimes it just falls out
then when i get back home... wad i see is me on the bed texting msgs or in front of the com...
homeworks are always coming yet i still went to play =.=
playing com games really drain me a lot and i think it is tat problem tat lead me into this state of me
really piss with myself.
every saturday and sunday... i see myself as a very active person.
but when the weekdays come... i feel so pathetic.
this emotional ride is giving me the recks.
Sometimes i really hate to say it but i really can't get use to the people in my school.
it's true that there are nice people out thr in the school especially those in the campus crusade :)
but i just couldnt relate to them... they just seem so far.
i dunno why did i put myself in this school n why God really throws me this challenge.
It's really a pain in the ass.
Today.. i skipped school.
Woke up in the morning 7a.m and told myself...
"john, today i'm gonna recapped on the pass 3 weeks lectures"
and guess wad... i played for lyk 5 hours...
i dunno why but i always turn to them when i'm stress out....
it isnt healthy at all for me =.= but it always seem lyk the only way out...
after tat i studied but only accomplished a little.
even in school i get distraction, rejection is really hard... friends asking to go out to play...
Relax! have fun in poly...
yeah true, but being a student in poly is to study... studying is the fun thing not playing.
which really pissed me yet again ... peer pressure are really very influencial ...
sometimes i tot that i could handle them but yet... things happen
oh God... why me =.=
why is it that when i'm back to fellowship... i always felt something...
but when i'm back to society... it feels lyk hell.
why is it that i can't relate to you when times like this happen.
I'm sick and tired of being a soloer. i just wan to be a follower... not a hamster, but a camper
buffeer buffer...
blog only when i'm moody :/
not going too well...
not running as smooth as it was before
not living a balance life
i'm soooo lost right now :/
this is already the 11 month yet i still can't get use to the course i'm in...
everyday more things get jam up into my head but sometimes it just falls out
then when i get back home... wad i see is me on the bed texting msgs or in front of the com...
homeworks are always coming yet i still went to play =.=
playing com games really drain me a lot and i think it is tat problem tat lead me into this state of me
really piss with myself.
every saturday and sunday... i see myself as a very active person.
but when the weekdays come... i feel so pathetic.
this emotional ride is giving me the recks.
Sometimes i really hate to say it but i really can't get use to the people in my school.
it's true that there are nice people out thr in the school especially those in the campus crusade :)
but i just couldnt relate to them... they just seem so far.
i dunno why did i put myself in this school n why God really throws me this challenge.
It's really a pain in the ass.
Today.. i skipped school.
Woke up in the morning 7a.m and told myself...
"john, today i'm gonna recapped on the pass 3 weeks lectures"
and guess wad... i played for lyk 5 hours...
i dunno why but i always turn to them when i'm stress out....
it isnt healthy at all for me =.= but it always seem lyk the only way out...
after tat i studied but only accomplished a little.
even in school i get distraction, rejection is really hard... friends asking to go out to play...
Relax! have fun in poly...
yeah true, but being a student in poly is to study... studying is the fun thing not playing.
which really pissed me yet again ... peer pressure are really very influencial ...
sometimes i tot that i could handle them but yet... things happen
oh God... why me =.=
why is it that when i'm back to fellowship... i always felt something...
but when i'm back to society... it feels lyk hell.
why is it that i can't relate to you when times like this happen.
I'm sick and tired of being a soloer. i just wan to be a follower... not a hamster, but a camper
buffeer buffer...
Monday, October 19, 2009
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SCHOOL has finally REOPEN!
today i meet ALLL my classmates again.
E same ppl, e same school n 5 more sems to GO!
u may think i'm crazy, lol. but i took lyk 6 wks to prepare myself for today! this SEM
Gona do my best this sem, study hard play harder :)
this sem is gonna be a heavy one.
Projects are up, more chim modules....
more commitments to juggle, things are just getting interesting....
thank God tat i am able to be even in this school of mine NYP!
ever since after e holidays spending time wif God,
my perspective towards school change, e ppl around me change...
i feel so much happier without relaying on the materialistic stuff around be but actually wif...
just God only.
Thanking God is a great thing to do, being able to pray is also a great gift from god :)
can't imagine without it now...
E school was fun, went to visit e ang moh kio hub again! after lyk 1 month?
e place is still e same, still so messy lol.
enjoyed being wif my school mates, such humourous ppl :)
after e wholeeeee school, i waited for a guy...
i wan to tok abt him more here. to illustrate how curvy a person who survives in society looks n behave lyk....
i wan to thank God again that he protected me against the tide....
now still praying that my friends around me won't kana my unlucky "fate"....
i shall not mention his name...
he wanted me to invest on this facial bar...
if i invest i get to earn 3k plus liddat by just forking up $600
sounds gd right? but this is actually just a scam....
it is really scary to talk with this kind of ppl, their influence towards people is really great...
too great... i almost got sunk into it... lucky tat God is with me =.=
I feel tat this guy is quite lost... although he tells me he earns big bucks when he is lyk year 2 poly... smiling at me, talking abt girls... but i can feeel tat he is quite lost...
someone who would cling onto something n not let go...
does God really wan us to persue only wealth, women?
it really disgust me when he was trying to describe e girls in my school.
oh this is hot, tat has v low..., worst is he told me tat someone looks gd on bed....
this is sooo scary man, n plus he is v v v v vulgar...
i'm glad i did not follow him... i hope that he will know God soon, n tat he can be transform by God himself to be his "salt n light". help put this in prayer :)
God bless,
night :)
SCHOOL has finally REOPEN!
today i meet ALLL my classmates again.
E same ppl, e same school n 5 more sems to GO!
u may think i'm crazy, lol. but i took lyk 6 wks to prepare myself for today! this SEM
Gona do my best this sem, study hard play harder :)
this sem is gonna be a heavy one.
Projects are up, more chim modules....
more commitments to juggle, things are just getting interesting....
thank God tat i am able to be even in this school of mine NYP!
ever since after e holidays spending time wif God,
my perspective towards school change, e ppl around me change...
i feel so much happier without relaying on the materialistic stuff around be but actually wif...
just God only.
Thanking God is a great thing to do, being able to pray is also a great gift from god :)
can't imagine without it now...
E school was fun, went to visit e ang moh kio hub again! after lyk 1 month?
e place is still e same, still so messy lol.
enjoyed being wif my school mates, such humourous ppl :)
after e wholeeeee school, i waited for a guy...
i wan to tok abt him more here. to illustrate how curvy a person who survives in society looks n behave lyk....
i wan to thank God again that he protected me against the tide....
now still praying that my friends around me won't kana my unlucky "fate"....
i shall not mention his name...
he wanted me to invest on this facial bar...
if i invest i get to earn 3k plus liddat by just forking up $600
sounds gd right? but this is actually just a scam....
it is really scary to talk with this kind of ppl, their influence towards people is really great...
too great... i almost got sunk into it... lucky tat God is with me =.=
I feel tat this guy is quite lost... although he tells me he earns big bucks when he is lyk year 2 poly... smiling at me, talking abt girls... but i can feeel tat he is quite lost...
someone who would cling onto something n not let go...
does God really wan us to persue only wealth, women?
it really disgust me when he was trying to describe e girls in my school.
oh this is hot, tat has v low..., worst is he told me tat someone looks gd on bed....
this is sooo scary man, n plus he is v v v v vulgar...
i'm glad i did not follow him... i hope that he will know God soon, n tat he can be transform by God himself to be his "salt n light". help put this in prayer :)
God bless,
night :)
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